"we're all a little weird, and lifes a little weird. And then we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up in mutual weirdness and call it love." ♥
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"we're all a little weird, and lifes a little weird. And then we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up in mutual weirdness and call it love." ♥
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"we're all a little weird, and lifes a little weird. And then we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up in mutual weirdness and call it love." ♥
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"we're all a little weird, and lifes a little weird. And then we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up in mutual weirdness and call it love." ♥
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"we're all a little weird, and lifes a little weird. And then we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up in mutual weirdness and call it love." ♥
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"we're all a little weird, and lifes a little weird. And then we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up in mutual weirdness and call it love." ♥
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"we're all a little weird, and lifes a little weird. And then we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up in mutual weirdness and call it love." ♥
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I have a new blog. I'm at a new chapter in my life. And I want to keep my blog more private. Thank you to everyone who read my blog, everyone who wrote in my chatbox, everything. :) I appreciate the support I've had throughout these 8 months. ♥
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My dream was right! My dream was RIGHT! :D It said I would get better friendships, and certain affairs would improve. :) AND IT WAS RIGHT! Honestly, I get along better with my managers (they're older people) than I do with the people my age. I like them, don't get me wrong, it's just they seem to not talk to me much. :P That's okay, some people are shyer and don't want to talk to new people until they've seen them more. :) Maybe I'll befriend them too. But anyway, I laughed alot today now that I'm getting closer with the staff. They're actually really fun. I've got a bitch here and there, but that's like any other job. :) I really like working. I feel like I'm doing something productive. I'm happy knowing I'm earning money for helping the community (yes, it's helping the community to help keep their arbys clean and serve their food :D). I don't get why some people have such an aversion to working at a fast food place. It's really not that bad if you go to one where management is helpful. I'm not ashamed to work there. :) It's better than no job at all! And I'm young, I'm not in college yet, no big deal. It actually put me in a real good mood. :). Tommy's coming over soon, and him and I are gonna talk about some things. There are things I want to laugh at with him. haha. Also, I was allowed to have a chocolate shake (and because I'm friends with a manager, she was nice enough to give me a large :3), and instead of keeping it... well, I gave it to my sister. She's been sad because she liked this boy and he broke up with her. So I figured she needed a milkshake. ;) CHURCH TOMORROW. Let's really hope the minister allows me to use his storage for the coats I'm collecting!! :) 
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OKAY. o_o On the agenda: - WORK 2-5 - MAYBE photog today. - Homework tonight. SUNDAY: - Church to talk to minister (if he says yes, I'll have to..) - Make flyers/advertise MONDAY: - Get up at like 9 so I can be ready and go get a volunteer application from RIVERSIDE HOSPITAL. - Had to get up so damn early to do it, because I'm going to volunteer at the Humane Society for as long as possible :D. - Wait for the call from my school about DE. Meow. 
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I need better friends. That's the bottom line. Some are fine the way they are, but some are only friendly or want to hang out when they don't have other people or something along those lines. I'm a good girl and I don't deserve some of the things people dish out to me. :) And I, above all, don't deserved to be ignored either. I know that for a fact. I think it's rude and actually really shitty. So the next time you have a problem or you want to be buddy buddy, you can go choke. :). I'm going to start having more respect for myself, and I'm going to start standing up for myself too. Also notice that I'm writing more in my blog. I went through a period where I didn't want to write much because I wanted to avoid what other people thought about me. I didn't want to be known as the 'depressed' or 'angry' girl or anything. But you know what? I'm human. I scream, I cry, I want to punch people in the face sometimes. And that's okay. I made this blog so I can tell it my feelings, my secrets, EVERYTHING. So I need to start doing that, because it's actually been helping me a lot with dealing with any stresses or depression that tries to prey on me. I'm strong. I want to remain that way. No matter what. Update on college things: - I start Humane Society volunteer work on Monday.- I left the school a message to finish my driver's ed and get my license.- I get my volunteer app at Riverside officially on Monday- I can talk to the minister about my coat drive on Sunday.- Work tomorrow, 2-5. Not college related but hey ha  I won't give up. Not now, not ever. I told myself that I was going to strive to be the BEST damn Psychologist of my generation. And I will do just that.
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I'm crying. I'm crying because the Moms I get close to have to...do this to me. I'm crying because there's SO MUCH hatred in this world. And I realize I'm one of them when I say I hate some people...I have such a hard time NOT hating them when they're so cold and narrow-minded and thoughtless. I'm crying because I said I wouldn't go off about Tommy's Mom to him...I wanted..to be respectful...because she is his Mom...and there's lots of things she has done for me. But all of this new stuff ever since she got fired...it's torn me apart.
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I HATE mothers. :D I hate them all. You all fucking suck. Especially when you're MY mom, or another Mom that I won't say. :D 1.) You're a fucking CUNT. I am so goddamn sick if your shitty ass attitude. YOU NEED MONEY? YOU GOT KIDS TO FEED? Go fucking work at McDonalds until you can get yourself a pharmacy job that you PREFER. Guess what? When you have hungry kids at home, your water bill gets shut off, and all you do is fucking sleep on the couch, you can't exactly be PICKY ABOUT WHAT YOU'RE DOING. MONEY IS MONEY. And stop taking your fucking attitude out on ME, too. I DIDN'T DO SHIT TO YOU. I'VE BEEN PATIENT AND BITING MY TONGUE. I OFFER TO HELP YOU CLEAN, I GO TO THE STORE WITH YOU WHEN IM THERE TO PUSH YOUR CART, I ASK YOU NICELY FOR ADVICE ON TOMMY, AND YOU BITE MY FUCKING HEAD OFF. I'M SICK OF YOUR GODDAMN ATTITUDE AND YOU NEVER THINKING YOU'RE WRONG. YOU FUCKING DRUNK. YOUR KIDS COME BEFORE YOUR GODDAMN JOB PREFERENCES. AND HEY, MAYBE IF YOU DIDN'T HOLD TO THE BELIEF THAT DROPPING OUT OF HIGHSCHOOL AND GETTING A GODDAMN GED ON PURPOSE IS JUST AS GOOD AS A HIGHSCHOOL DIPLOMA, MAYBE YOU WOULDVE WENT TO COLLEGE FOR SOMETHING BETTER. :DDD 2.) HEYYY MOM. SHUT THE HELL UP. I CLEANED, AND OH, BY THE WAY, WHEN YOU ASKED ME WHAT I WAS "PUTTING IN MY SISTERS HEAD," CAUSE, YOU KNOW, I TELL THEM AWFUL THINGS. LIKE GRADUATING AND GOING TO COLLEGE AND GETTING A GOOD CAREER AND NOT FUCKING BOYS JUST CAUSE THEY WANT IT. SHUT THE FUCK UP, CUNT-FUCK. YOU MAKE YOURSELF LOOK LIKE A BLOODY TWAT WHEN YOU TRY TO ACT LIKE I'M SAYING SHITTY THINGS TO MY SISTERS. Youre the one that teaches them to be RACIST and HOMOPHOBIC and be AGAINST ANYONE WHO IS DIFFERENT THAN THEM. I want to spit on so many people.
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I've just got alot of things racing through my mind. There's no use worrying about whether I'm going to get accepted at BU or not...only time will tell. But here's my 'brag worthy' shit for my application so far (the ones in bold are ones that I need to do still/in the process of doing but not complete): - Honor roll since sophomore year (not biggie, but hey, it's considered an 'award') - Raised $300 for the Alzheimer's Association - Picks up trash at Perry Farm every so often (I've done it 5 times, lots of trash each time) - Wrote letters to hospitalized kids through the Hugs&Hope company. (I've written 2, I want to write more.) - Started a blog/website on the dangers of Alcohol. - Joining forces with a Hartz product blog (a company that makes animal products that have killed or made ill of many animals. My dog was one of them.) - Volunteer at Humane Society (I filled out my app today, and now I just need to get volunteer hours in. I want to get as much as possible.) - Volunteer at Riverside (I'm going there tomorrow to fill out a volunteer app so they can place me. Once again, I want hours.) - Start a coat drive (I'm attending a church service, and talking to a minister about allowing me to use the church basement as a storage for the coats.) So that's basically that for now. My GPA is 3.0, and I'm satisfied with that, considering how badly I did my freshman year. My ACT is yet to come (DECEMBER 12TH), Mr.Morgan is doing a recommendation letter for me, My mom's boyfriend is writing one for me, and so is a family friend, Christy Hertz. I gotta call the school tomorrow so I can start getting my time with my teacher for DRIVERS ED, so I can finally pass the DRIVING part and get my LICENSE :DDDD. Once I got my license, I can finally get a damn car. :) I found a used one in BOURBONNAIS for like $3,550. WHOOT WHOOT!!! It's not extremely fancy, but oh well, it seems reliable and hopefully it is. This is her. :D Like I said, she's not some super fancy sports car, but I like her. I don't know why. :D. NOW, I'm going to post some pictures I thought were beautiful from weheartit. I love looking there for inspiration and happy feelings and all that garbage. :P      Cheers!
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My name is Kyrstin. I'm 17, but I don't act like it. I come from a shitty town, and honestly, my home life wasn't any better. But that's never stopped me from being who I want to be. I love photography, foreign cinema, indie music, and psychology. I have a boyfriend of a year named Tommy. I trust him with my life. I'm a friendly, good-natured person, but I also shut people out alot. I love to smile and laugh. I love bursting bubble wrap. I live off of soda (even though I shouldn't). I believe in God. I believe in love. I believe in ghosts, aliens, and anything else that people think is nonexistant or impossible. I dream huge. I want to be a Clinical Psychology someday. I also want to travel the world and take photos of everything I see there. I love animals and babies. I take hot baths when I want to relax. I try everything to avoid wearing socks...just because I lose them all the time. So usually I am in ballerina flats. Get to know me. xx
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